Happiness

You know…I think my favorite part of my day…everyday actually is when people ask me… “What’s the matter, you don’t seem happy?” I always end up giving them the same answer but no one appears to notice how serious I am. They laugh it off and move about their day while I just stare at them in utter confusion. How is that funny? Was my response comical? It never ceases to amaze me how blind people are to true emotions…

“I don’t seem happy because I am not happy, frankly I haven’t been happy for quite some time now…”

~Joker

Wired

Recently I have heard people asking others why they act a certain way or why they would want to do “something like that.” It seems petty really. What real concern is it of yours to understand why someone would like to do something or why they act a certain way. Is it absolutely necessary to know everything about someone? Of course not. Never the less it is still a topic I would like to discuss more. For me, I have discovered the easiest way to explain how I “work” is to say it is how I am “wired”. When I mention “wired” you may wonder... “Wired? As in like a robot?” Not exactly. I would say more like a machine that is so complex not even the machine itself can fully comprehend its purpose. I can’t explain why each wire is hooked up a certain way or why it works that way. Just like how people can’t explain why they act a certain way or why they want to do something. It’s just how everyone is wired…

~Joker

Forgive&Forget

Earlier this year I had a falling out with a friend. Just recently however I got the guts to talk it out with said person. Why however did it take me so long to work on things with this person? I am not so sure myself. Why is it that we are so against forgiving others who have wronged us, or apologize to those we have hurt? Are we to prideful? To scared to? Or just ignorant to others feelings as well as our own? It is a complex mystery that has eluded many people from understanding others mindsets. None the less, I believe that if you have any doubt in your mind that you have wronged someone or you have the slightest amount of guilt you should try and reconcile. It may not be easy, hell let’s face it, it’s never easy to admit you were wrong, but it will make you feel better. “Forgive and Forget” is the motto, but personally I disagree. The forgive part…sure…but the forget part…not so much. It is important to learn from your mistakes and build off them to become a better person, because you know “history tends to repeat itself.”

~Joker

Advice #1

In my personal opinion the scale for someone to act like a friend, or just a humane person in general has drastically been altered… Everywhere I look it’s just another group of people picking on the new kid, or ignoring someone because they’re different, be it race, gender, age, etc…People don’t seem to realize the effect just one comment could have on a person’s life. They don’t know what is going on with them, how could they? So what gives them the right to destroy someone’s confidence by making fun of them when in fact no one is perfect. What gives them the right to decide what is imperfect about someone and completely blow it out of proportion? Nothing. No one has the right to do that to anyone. You don’t like them? So what. Unless they have given you a reason to not like them everyone deserves a fair shot. After they use up their chance it’s reasonable to not want to associate with them, but do that, don’t go around talking behind their backs and poking fun at them. I have seen friendships, relationships, and families destroyed because someone has said the wrong thing to another person and ruined that persons trust in them. Start a clean slate with everyone you meet, don’t just dislike them because someone you know dislikes them. Try and be the bigger person and forgive someone. Just try and be a better person. Im not saying go out and do something drastic and huge like world peace but even the littlest of things help. Just the other day I told someone they looked nice and you should have seen how they beamed with happiness. Complimenting someone is a good start, then progress from there. Remember nobody is perfect. It’s impossible…Just be you.

~Joker

Friend

“Friend: A person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard.”

          A friend could mean the world to someone right? Being there for another person through a difficult time, or just “hanging out” with said person. Why however, does it seem that true friends do not exist anymore? I’ve had people tell me how their “friends” only seem to want to associate with them when they need something…Well what do you think? Me personally…I wouldn’t acknowledge them as a friend…I don’t know about you but true friends don’t act like that. It seems that the age of decency has passed us and you can’t truly trust anyone…Am I being cynical? You tell me…

~Joker

Sentimental

So there’s this person, who I seem to have feelings for, but here’s my problem…I don’t have feelings for people. I’m not exactly sure what to do about this because they’re quite attractive…but that can’t be the only reason why I have feelings for them right? Of course not. I’m not that shallow. They have other characteristics too…the usual…you know humorous, intelligent, and somewhat shy…pretty damn close to my ideal type which if you were wondering is someone who is intelligent, has a good sense of humor, and a beautiful smile. Maybe I should just see how it plays out with this one…I always like a challenge…

~Joker

Anger

Is it reasonable to have so much…oh I don’t know…anger? It seems as though that’s the only emotion I have…anger. Is there much more than that? Is there really anything else?

~Joker

Wild Card

“Wild Card: of, being, or including an unpredictable or unproven element, person, item, etc.”

Unpredictable. It seems logical for ones actions cannot always be predicted. It appears to be of high importance, a wild card, unpredictable and all. They can immediately change the game, a person’s way of thinking, anything at all they wish too. Nothing quite matches a wild cards power, except for, quite possibly, the person who holds said card. They too must be quite powerful don’t you agree? To hold that amount of power but wait until the last moment to strike when it is strategically beneficial to them…Brilliant.

~Joker